I learned something really big today, might not come as a suprise to the people out there, but it kinda enlightened me.
People who kill themselves arent selfish.
Infact they are kinda the opposite.
When people are depressed, they turn to others for comfort, maybe someone who might beable to relate to their situation, or just someone that will listen, thinking that maybe as they voice their problems, they might hear something that they hadnt before.
But when you are in my case, it isnt that simple. I have depression, no surpise, I wanted to talk to someone recently, but they pretty much called me selfish. I felt like shit. I wanted someone to talk to, but all of a sudden im a selfish prick (they didnt say that verbatum).
This leads me to believe that my situation is unimportant and doesnt pertain to anything or anyone around me. Furthermore, it leads me to think that no one can relate to my situation and makes me think I'm a hopeless case.
As she signs off in the middle of our conversation, sorry had to get off topic for a sec.
But yeah, hopelesness leads to sorrowfulness and eventually depression, depression is a big killer in this country. Lots of people suffer, I happen to be one.
Someone is trying to tell me that self acceptance gets you everywhere in life. I find that very hard to believe, self acceptance doesnt get you friends or into clubs or onto teams. Some shit to use as an example.
Oh well, point is, next time you see someone talking about death, dont tell them they are selfish, talk to them, make a friend, they will definately appreciate it, depressed people usually just want a person to talk to, someone who can relate and feel their pain.
Trust me, I will thank you for it and so will they.
Love and peace.
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